Thursday, December 6, 2012

Mein Klavier

Ich spiele mein Klavier mit Kraft,
Ich spiele mein Klavier voll bon leben.
Mit liebe für Dich,
Mit liebe für Mich,
Mit liebe für die welt.

Ich spiele mit mein Kraft,
Ich spiele mit meine Lieb'
Ich spiele mit alles Ich hab'...

Singen mit alles du hast, o meine Lieb'...
Singen dein Lied gerecht für mich...

Ich will spiel mein Klavier für Dich,
Du will singen deine Lied  für Mich
Die must schönes lied in alles zeit.

Singen mit alles du hast, o meine Lieb'...
Singen dein Lied gerecht für mich...

Friday, November 23, 2012

Blame Me

You blame me for your heartache,
You blame me for your pain,
You accuse me for your your despair
when you're really at fault.
You caused all that pain to yourself,
not me.
You brought forth sadness into your heart,
not me.
You knew I'd never hurt you
but you decided to leave.
I held my head up high
and left you in the past.
Now you're back for more
when you've died forever in my heart.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

The Little Green Leaf

Look at you
you are ever so tempting,
Oh little green leaf
with those little spikes...
Fucking Mother Nature and it's offspring!
Why must you look so good
surrounded by a white sheath?
My friends love you to death,
and even Cheech and Chong have made you famous!
I hear you taste great
and make the world feel great,
but fuck what they say!
You may look delicious
you may look tempting,
but I never have
and never will try you
you delectable compound piece of shit leaf!


Sweet Dreams

This poem I dedicate to the love of my life: my beautiful daughter Sophia Griselda <3
I love you Pink Bear <3 :)

Sweet dreams my little princess
Close your eyes and dream away
Dream of a lovely castle,
a white horse or a lovely prince.
Maybe a new toy,
or a little pink teddy bear.
Maybe dream of your future
be it playtime at school,
Driving a pink car,
or being accepted into
an Ivy League college,
or your dream career,
and then the house of your dreams.
Dream of whatever your heart desires
the world is yours little darling.
I will do my damnedest to  give it to you,
or encourage you to say the least.
Close your eyes and let your heart
make a lovely wish
and you shall see it in your dreams.
Hold on to your deepest desires
and they will surely come true.
I love you little darling,
may all your dreams come true.
Go to sleep my little princess
Tomorrow you'll play more
after you finish dreaming
those sweet baby dreams.

My Crazy World

In my crazy world
I am safe in my room
surrounded by darkness and tears

In my crazy world
I am loved by the shadows
decorating my wall

So who am I?
Yes, who am I?
Who am I?

Yes this is me,
This is me,
This is me.
Don't you forget it!

Welcome to my crazy world...

In my crazy world
I am never left alone
by anyone...

In my crazy world
I am always drunk
on my own words.

So who am I?
Yes, who am I?
Who am I?

Yes this is me,
This is me,
This is me.
Don't you forget it!

Welcome to my crazy world...

 

Thursday, October 25, 2012

I Will Never Love You Again

I thought you were the love of my life
I was mistaken
My heart forsaken
I gave you all I had to give
My love was true
but you threw it away

You let time pass by
You think about me
You let me go
and now you wait for my return

Beg for my forgiveness
I will never love you again
Cry your eyes out baby
I will never love you again
Come to me at my door
ask for one more chance
I'll ignore you darling
I will never love you again
 

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Mein Kleine Dunkelheit (My Little Darkness)

In my little darkness I hide when I am sad
I hide so no one hears me scream
I hide so no one hears me cry.

In my little darkness I hide when I'm afraid
I hide so no one sees my fear
I hide so I can stay safe.

In my little darkness I wish to remain
It's my home sweet home
in my little world

Love


Love is beautiful
but it hurts sometimes.
Love is a gift that life gives,
or just a simple dream
withered away.
Love inspires
and also creates.
Love is free...
but costly!
Love holds on
but it can also release.
Love gives us reasons to live,
to sing,
to dance,
to dream...
Love tastes like chocolate
but is smooth as wine.
Love gets you high
like a hit of pot,
or a kite better said!
Love can be smart,
love can be stupid.
Love can be interesting
and it's always crazy!
Love is life,
love is death.
You live to love,
you die to love.
Love is from heaven
but also from hell.
Love comes from angels
and from demons too.
Love is bittersweet,
but it sure is a bitch.
Love is cold like
the brutal Russian winter
but is warm like th flow
of the whiskey down my throat.
Love is soft like cotton
but hard like steel.
Blue like the ocean,
red like fire.
Pure like water,
dirty like lust.
Innocent like a child,
corrupt like politics.
Love is forever,
not a temporary thing.
Love is not forgotten
even if you thought
you had no love left
after him/her.
Love outlives death
and is larger than life.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Your Eyes

I love looking into your eyes
They stare at me in a kind and loving way
I can see that playful look in your eyes
I just can't resist the way they play with me
I can see the purity in your eyes
Yet I find something sexy about them that leaves me craving you more and more..
Yes,
You have a nice smile,
but you have very gorgeous eyes

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Unheilige Liebe

Ich bin ein  Sklave um böse Liebe
Ihre süßen und grausame Weise
Fesselte mich
meine Seele ist weggeschlossen
in Ihrem falsches Herz

mein Sterben Herzen
wird von Ihrem wiederbelebt
unheilige liebe
eine Liebe, so schön
es seine so böse
und es tut weh zu viel

unheilige Liebe ...

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

My heart is yours

You're a being from up above
I want to be your only love
I want to love you if only
I didn't like being lonely

I know you're faraway
but I'll always be here to stay
I want to take your heart
and give you mine

Give me a chance and you will see
what an amazing girl I could be
Take my heart and say that
my heart is yours.
To love I'll open up my doors
I'll let you in and I'll be yours.
You'll have bragging rights
each and every single night.
My heart is yours
My heart is yours...

I understand we barely know eachother,
yet we seem to really like eachother
If one day we were to meet eachother
I hope fall in love with one another.

I'd give my life to taste your lips,
and feel how many beats my heart can skip
I think I'm falling for you...

Give me a chance and you will see
what an amazing girl I could be
Take my heart and say that
my heart is yours.
To love I'll open up my doors
I'll let you in and I'll be yours.
You'll have bragging rights
each and every single night.
My heart is yours
My heart is yours...

Someday my wish will come true
and I'll be right next to you
hopefully we can give it a try
or maybe kiss eachother goodbye

Give me a chance and you will see
what an amazing girl I could be
Take my heart and say that
my heart is yours.
To love I'll open up my doors
I'll let you in and I'll be yours.
You'll have bragging rights
each and every single night.
My heart is yours
My heart is yours...

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Dark Embrace

My soul is dark like the night,
but bright like the moon
that shines over the graveyard
that is my heart.
A graveyard with broken hearts
and broken dreams.
Broken memories as well.
I stand in front of a lake
and see my reflection.
I smile, but she doesn't smile back.
She frowns and cries
a river of tears,
tears that were meant to be
for the love of her life
as he lays dead.
The sight of her despair and
sorrow plagues my mind.
I stare at her one more time,
and then she grins.
She smiles back at me
as he rises again.
Blood drips from her hands
and magically appears on mine.
She screams my name and cries again.
The blood dissappears,
he opens his eyes.
He embraces me
and kisses me deep as
he tries to swallow my tongue.
My soul is at peace
despite the darkness that surrounds it
in the graveyard that is my heart.
May it rest in peace.
I kiss her in a warm embrace.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Untitled

A love undying,
a love everlasting,
a love so strong,
never withered away.

A heart tough as steel,
a heart worth the steal,
a heart I must never break,
a heart I must keep

Kulta

Sydämesi on kullasta,
veresi on kevyt kuin höyhen,
kehosi on niin puhdasta kuin hopeaa.

Huulet ovat makea kuin hunaja,
ihosi niin pehneä kuin terälehti,
silmäsi ovat siniset kuin safiirit.

Minä rakastan sinua
vähän kerrallaan,
pala palalta.


Sinä olet minun maailma.
Sinä olet minun kulta

English:

Your heart is made of gold,
your blood is light as a feather,
your body is as pure as silver.

Your lips are sweet like honey,
your skin, so smooth like a petal,
your eyes blue like sapphires.

I love you
bit by bit
piece by piece

You are my world.
You are my sweetheart.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Sweetest Boy

Sweetest boy
I come to you tonight
to see your face
one last time

Sweetest boy,
you're wonderful in your own ways.
You're becoming a man,
but I must wait.

Oh sweetest boy
the world is very cruel.
You must learn
to face your fears.
Oh sweetest boy
you've got a long way to go.
You must choose your path
for you've become a man.
Oh sweetest boy

Sweetest boy
life is short,
there's a reason why
things cross your path

Sweetest boy
I cannot be with you.
But if you wait for me
I shall return

Oh sweetest boy
the world is very cruel.
You must learn
to face your fears.
Oh sweetest boy
you've got a long way to go.
You must choose your path
for you've become a man.
Oh sweetest boy

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Fuck You

I miss you so much,
even though I shouldn't.
I don't know what I did to deserve
the cruel treatment you gave me
right after I gave you my heart,
my body,
my mind,
and my soul.
I still love you
even though I shouldn't.

You're not worth a second of my life.
You're not worth a single tear I shed for you.
You're not worth those sleepless nights
in which I'd stay up to think about you,
let alone talk to you.
You're not worth the risks I took
just to exchange "I love yous,"
words that the wind carried
six thousand miles away nowhere.
But to be honest...
I still love you,
but unless you have something to say...
FUCK YOU!

Monday, May 14, 2012

The Goddess Is Everywhere

The Goddess is everywhere I see.
She is in a budding rose
in her maiden form,
the blooming rose
is her mother form,
the full rose
is her crone form.

Anywhere I stay,
anywhere I go,
The Goddess is with me.

Rainy Night

I dream of him everytime it rains
I close my eyes and he's there
He takes me to paradise faraway
and we dance in the rain.

The raindrops feel like
kisses from the sky
bestowing blessings on our love,
I feel like I'm the queen of the night
everytime we dance in the rain.

Oh fair rain, won't you keep on pouring!
Continue till the end of dawn!
Let the thunder keep the music flowing
in this never-ending waltz.

Demon

(Note: For the record, I don't do drugs. I hate drugs. I wrote this poem because I have seen what drugs do to people, and I just think that doing drugs is one of the most tragic things that someone can do. So please, if you still dont know anybetter, please please please don't do drugs. Let this poem be a motivator.)

I take you into my body
so you can make me happy.
I take you with pain and agony.
Do your job: make me happy.

Make me feel like I'm flying,
make me feel like I'm diving,
make me feel like I'm dreaming.
Overwhelm me with joy.

I'll breathe you,
I'll inject you,
I'll snort you as I please.
You are my best friend, Oh Demon!

You make me feel good,
you make me feel loved,
you make me feel high,
I feel like I am God!

But then you leave me
and I feel empty.
You take my sanity,
or even my life.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

I'm In Love With You

I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with your kindness,
your innocence,
your shyness,
your diligence,
your quietness,
your intelligence,
your light.

Gothic 101

Lurking from the shadows
her soul emerges free
to haunt those whom have harmed her
eternally

Dear Mother

Dear Mother,
I love you.
Shit happens
this much I know.
Dear Mother,
I have tried
to please you endlessly
but I have failed so much.
You want me to be
just like you,
you expect so much from me,
Oh I understand.
I know why you're so hard on me.
You want me to succeed.
Oh! How I appreciate that.
I will do my best.
Dearest Mother whom I adore...
Why can't we get along?
I implore.
Let's put our differences aside.
I'm trying so damn hard.
I'm trying to be the best I can be.
Dear Mother I will admit...
even though you differ from me,
You inspire me.

Rhyme (Hip-Hop Style)

I wanna write a rhyme
but I ain't got the time
to waste
the precious moments that
life gives as it smiles at me.
come and see
who I am
what I like to be
I like being me:
a free soul
a free human with long term goals.
An outspoken woman,
a rose that's abloomin'
a phenom that's emergin'
a long-flowing rhythm
that's stuck in yo' head
like a never-ending poem.

Para Ti

Yo solo tengo un corazon y es para ti.
Yo solo tengo un cuerpo y es para ti.
Yo solo tengo una mente y es para ti.
Yo solo tengo una alma y es para ti.

Este amor tan inmenso solo es para ti,
y estos versos que te escribo son para ti.
Estos dulces sentimientos son para ti,
y el dedicamiento este es para ti.

Yo te dedico este poema, pues es para ti,
porque yo siento que tu solo eres para mi.
Estas palabras tan hermosas son para ti.
Este amor que yo siento es solo para ti.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Proud of Being Me

I am myself, no one else.
I am proud of who I am,
who I love,
what I love,
what I believe in,
and what I stand for.

I am who I am
because I was born
being who I am.
The Goddess and The God
made me this way.
I love myself just the way I am.

I wear black because it's me,
not because I'm a satanist supposedly.
I listen to metal because it's me,
not because I'm being rebellious supposedly.
I believe in LGBT rights because it's in me,
not because I'm following a trend supposedly.
I believe in women and children's rights cuz it's me,
not just because I'm a liberal, really.
I am a wiccan because it's me
because The Goddess lives within me.
I am hispanic because it's me,
and that's the way life wanted me to be.
I am a woman- it suits me well-
it was totally my destiny!
I'm a young mother because it's me
and it's the gift life gave me.

I love the way I am.
I love what I came to be.
I love the person I am.
I'm proud of being me.

How could I love someone else
if I couldn't love myself?
I love who I am.
I care not what haters think.
They can talk shit all they want,
for they don't love who they are.
They're ashamed of themselves.
I'll keep my head up high
and stay true to myself
and the ones I love.
I love being me.
I'm proud of being me!

Scared, Hurt and Alone

Here I am
scared, hurt, and alone.
Here I stand
confused in agony
lost in my deepest fears
crying a stream of tears.

Here I lay
scared, hurt, and alone.
Faraway
from the place I call my home
looking for a way
that leads me back to you.

I'm scared,
I'm scared of life.
I'm hurt by what
it has done to me.
I'm alone here without you.
I'm scared, hurt, and alone.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Alejandro's Poem by Rotting Korpse

Emotions plague the poor boy's heart.
He knows not what to do about them.
Tears are welling in his eyes,
oh sweetheart don't you cry!

The quill is your most trusted friend,
let her pour your heart out for you.
Dip her in the blackest ink
write what plagues your mi-ind-

Write me a simple poem
that will strike me in the heart.
Write out what you're feeling
write what bothers your wretched soul-

Write me a lovely poem
write it with the darkest words.
Dig deep into your heart
find what troubles you the most.

Love's a gorgeous feeling,
love can sweep you off your feet.
Love's a dreadful ailment
it can fuck with your heart.

Sing those lovely words
you have written with your heart.
Sing them, sing them loud
so that I may hear them-

Write me a simple poem
that will strike me in the heart.
Write out what you're feeling
write what bothers your wretched soul-

Write me a lovely poem
write it with the darkest words.
Dig deep into your heart
find what troubles you the most.

I Wish

I wish I had wings so I could fly,
so I could fly to tell you
 how much I love you,
so I could fly to tell you
how much I need you.
I want to fly and land safely
in your arms where I belong.

I wish I could fly to where you are.
You live thousands of miles away
somewhere afar...
A cruel ocean separates us Dear Love.
If only I had wings, I'd fly to you.
But I am not a bird, nor an angel,
I am just a human.

I wish to be right next to you,
even for just a precious minute.
One day may be all I need
for my heart to be content.
We may be faraway from eachother,
but like you said... "It was destiny that we've met."

(This poem is dedicated to someone very special)

Minun Enkeli (My Angel)

(English transaltion at the bottom)

Sinä olet minun enkeli
taivaasta lähetetty minulle.
Kasvosi ilahdutta silmiäni,
käsivartesi suojella minua haittaa,
sinun siivet suojaavat minua pahaa.
Rakkautesi saa minut kokonaan.
Rakastan sinua todella paljon
kauneimissa enkeli. <3

You are my angel
sent from heaven to me.
Your face delights my eyes,
your arms protect me from harm,
your wings shield me from evil.
Your love makes me whole.
I love you very much
my sweetest angel. <3

Monday, April 16, 2012

I Think of You By Rotting Korpse

When I think of you
I feel complete sweetness
in my heart, even though
we have just met.

I think of you
day and night
it keeps me from sleeping,
it keeps me day-dreaming.

I don't know if I love you yet,
but, at least I know I'm fond of you.
I hope you feel the same way for me
as I do for you.

When I think of you,
I feel like I have a prince
that lives faraway.
Yet you're close to my heart.

En Esta Noche Tan Oscura by Rotting Korpse

Tus ojos brillan en la noche mas oscura,
tus labios saben mejor que la miel mas pura.
Tus manos estan suaves como un petalo de una rosa.
Tu amor para mi es la cosa mas preciosa

Tu cuerpo trae calor a mi cadaver frio.
Tus lagrimas son el mejor sacrificio
para revivir mi cuerpo sin vida.
Con tu amor, mi herida la dejaste curada.

En esta bella noche mas oscura,
tu amor deja la noche alumbrada.
Con tu luz tan bella
nos sirve como guia
en esta noche tan oscura.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Fake By Rotting Korpse

You were beautiful
inside and out.
Your light shined
and glowed ever so brightly.
You were warm,
sweeter than honey.
Pleasant to be around,
friendly and innocent.

Your angelic ways captivated me
and you stole my heart
unintentionally.
Without wanting to,
I fell in love with you.
I didn't know why,
but my heart was drawn to you.
I really wanted you.

Suddenly,
all of that changed.
The angel I fell for died
and was reborn a demon.
You traded in your soul
for something fake.
You gave yourself away
for someone who won't care
as much about you as I will.
Just to be fake.

I loved you
and cared about you,
but you lost it.
At first I wanted to kiss you,
and now I want to punch you.
I longed to make love to you,
and now I'm disgusted by you,
and I almost fucking hate you
you fake motherfucker.
I'll rip you out of my heart forever.

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Ode To The Celtic Boy By Rotting Korpse

I walk through the grasslands and what do I see
a boy playing his lute walks towards me
with emerald green eyes,
and short curly hair,
he sings me a song concerning his despair.

Under Brighid's favor
he's so fair of face,
his lips I want to savor
as well as his warm embrace.