Sunday, March 3, 2013

Angel

If angels couldn't fly
would they still guide you tonight?
Do they really protect you from evil
do they make the bombs go away?

You're opressed I know,
Have no where to run,
nowhere to hide.
No shoulder to cry

Wipe your tears dry my love
We both know tomorrow
may never come.
May never come...

Find shelter and hide
in an angel's wings
Your feathery shiled
will protect you.

The bombs may never go away...
This bloody war won't stop.
It should rain tonight,
but all you get are bullets and shells...

You've heard screaming,
you've heard people cry,
those are your memories
for the past year...

Hide with your angel
The wings will shield you
It's warm embrace
will give you peace

I Dont Know How Pain Feels Anymore

Baby, I'm heartless
as you can see
I have no emotions
'cause I don't understand
I just can't see the way
I hurt you.
I can't feel the pain
you feel...

And it feels like I don't really care.
It feels like I lead you to despair
It feels like to your heart I'm unfair,
You deal with this pain you can't bear
Because I don't know how pain feels anymore
No, I don't know how pain feels anymore.
Anymore....

I've made you cringe,
I've made you cry
I hurt you bad
and don't know why
you still love me
through it all...

And it feels like I don't really care.
It feels like I lead you to despair
It feels like to your heart I'm unfair,
You deal with this pain you can't bear
Because I don't know how pain feels anymore
No, I don't know how pain feels anymore.
Anymore.... (2x)

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Это Вам

Я не могу большe скрывать мой чувства к тебе
мое сердце тоскует по тебе
Но ты чувствуешь той же
Когда я вижу твое лицо
мой глаза вкусу сладкий мед
Когда я слышу твой голос
мой пропускает сердце бьется возбужденно
Каждый раз, когда я вижу тебя улыбаетесь
Солнце светит и освещает тьму мою
Всякий раз, когда ты здесь
Я чувствую, как красивые цветы
цвести в саду жизни
Если бы только у меня была сила, чтобы сказать вам,
как сильно я тебя люблю ...
Бы Вы чувствуете то же самое?
Это Вам          

This Is For You

I can no longer hide my feelings for you.
My heart longs for you.
But do you feel the same?
When I see your face
my eyes taste the sweetest honey.
When I hear your voice
my heart skips beats in excitement.
Everytime I see you smile
the sun shines and brings light into my dark.
Whenever you're here,
I feel like the prettiest flowers
blossom in the garden of life.
If only I had the strength to tell you
how much I love you...
Would you feel the same?
This is for you.


 

Monday, January 7, 2013

I'm Gonna Cheat Tonight

(Note: I found this song yesterday! It's a song I wrote about 3 years ago... I think it's worth publishing in my blog, even though these are not my true feelings.)

I love my darling with all my heart,
but he only owns half of it,
I'm also in love with another man
it hurts my dignity...

I don't want to hurt my darling
but I desire the other man too
I share a bond with both men
I wish I could have them both...

I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...

I'm in my beloved's bed now
enjoying the love we've made
I think about my darling
and the vows we've exchanged

I know I can't be faithful
but I still love him anyway
I can't make up my mind
But I wont let him get away

I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...

But I know I dont want to hurt my darling
I dont wanna hurt my lover either
I slept with him, with my darling, and even
with a girl... this month

I may be unfaithful
but I have a big heart
a heart that loves evenly
I know it's wrong that:

 I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...



Tuesday, January 1, 2013

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If only he knew just how I feel
I wouldn't be at war with my emotions
I'd be happy and free from this fear
a fear that enslaves me...

I wish he felt the same
about me...
I'd never doubt myself
or my love...

I'll write a letter so he'll know
that I will love him forevermore
and if he doesn't even care...
I'll leave forever and never dare...

and if that shame must follow me
I'll dry my tears
I will stay strong
and never care

A wise old friend once said to me
a man aint worth none of your tears
Just be yourself and have no fear
cuz you won't know who holds you dear...

and if that shame must follow me
I'll dry my tears
I will stay strong
and never care

I'll write a letter so he'll know
I fell in love with him for now
and if he doesn't even care...
I will move on forevermore.



 

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Mein Klavier

Ich spiele mein Klavier mit Kraft,
Ich spiele mein Klavier voll bon leben.
Mit liebe für Dich,
Mit liebe für Mich,
Mit liebe für die welt.

Ich spiele mit mein Kraft,
Ich spiele mit meine Lieb'
Ich spiele mit alles Ich hab'...

Singen mit alles du hast, o meine Lieb'...
Singen dein Lied gerecht für mich...

Ich will spiel mein Klavier für Dich,
Du will singen deine Lied  für Mich
Die must schönes lied in alles zeit.

Singen mit alles du hast, o meine Lieb'...
Singen dein Lied gerecht für mich...