Blame Me

You blame me for your heartache,
You blame me for your pain,
You accuse me for your your despair
when you're really at fault.
You caused all that pain to yourself,
not me.
You brought forth sadness into your heart,
not me.
You knew I'd never hurt you
but you decided to leave.
I held my head up high
and left you in the past.
Now you're back for more
when you've died forever in my heart.

The Little Green Leaf

Look at you
you are ever so tempting,
Oh little green leaf
with those little spikes...
Fucking Mother Nature and it's offspring!
Why must you look so good
surrounded by a white sheath?
My friends love you to death,
and even Cheech and Chong have made you famous!
I hear you taste great
and make the world feel great,
but fuck what they say!
You may look delicious
you may look tempting,
but I never have
and never will try you
you delectable compound piece of shit leaf!

Sweet Dreams

This poem I dedicate to the love of my life: my beautiful daughter Sophia Griselda <3
I love you Pink Bear <3 :)

Sweet dreams my little princess
Close your eyes and dream away
Dream of a lovely castle,
a white horse or a lovely prince.
Maybe a new toy,
or a little pink teddy bear.
Maybe dream of your future
be it playtime at school,
Driving a pink car,
or being accepted into
an Ivy League college,
or your dream career,
and then the house of your dreams.
Dream of whatever your heart desires
the world is yours little darling.
I will do my damnedest to  give it to you,
or encourage you to say the least.
Close your eyes and let your heart
make a lovely wish
and you shall see it in your dreams.
Hold on to your deepest desires
and they will surely come true.
I love you little darling,
may all your dreams come true.
Go to sleep my little princess
Tomorrow you'll play more
after you finish dreaming
those sweet baby dreams.

My Crazy World

In my crazy world
I am safe in my room
surrounded by darkness and tears

In my crazy world
I am loved by the shadows
decorating my wall

So who am I?
Yes, who am I?
Who am I?

Yes this is me,
This is me,
This is me.
Don't you forget it!

Welcome to my crazy world...

In my crazy world
I am never left alone
by anyone...

In my crazy world
I am always drunk
on my own words.

So who am I?
Yes, who am I?
Who am I?

Yes this is me,
This is me,
This is me.
Don't you forget it!

Welcome to my crazy world...

 

I Will Never Love You Again

I thought you were the love of my life
I was mistaken
My heart forsaken
I gave you all I had to give
My love was true
but you threw it away

You let time pass by
You think about me
You let me go
and now you wait for my return

Beg for my forgiveness
I will never love you again
Cry your eyes out baby
I will never love you again
Come to me at my door
ask for one more chance
I'll ignore you darling
I will never love you again
 

Mein Kleine Dunkelheit (My Little Darkness)

In my little darkness I hide when I am sad
I hide so no one hears me scream
I hide so no one hears me cry.

In my little darkness I hide when I'm afraid
I hide so no one sees my fear
I hide so I can stay safe.

In my little darkness I wish to remain
It's my home sweet home
in my little world

Love

Love is beautiful
but it hurts sometimes.
Love is a gift that life gives,
or just a simple dream
withered away.
Love inspires
and also creates.
Love is free...
but costly!
Love holds on
but it can also release.
Love gives us reasons to live,
to sing,
to dance,
to dream...
Love tastes like chocolate
but is smooth as wine.
Love gets you high
like a hit of pot,
or a kite better said!
Love can be smart,
love can be stupid.
Love can be interesting
and it's always crazy!
Love is life,
love is death.
You live to love,
you die to love.
Love is from heaven
but also from hell.
Love comes from angels
and from demons too.
Love is bittersweet,
but it sure is a bitch.
Love is cold like
the brutal Russian winter
but is warm like th flow
of the whiskey down my throat.
Love is soft like cotton
but hard like steel.
Blue like the ocean,
red like fire.
Pure like water,
dirty like lust.
Innocent like a child,
corrupt like politics.
Love is forever,
not a temporary thing.
Love is not forgotten
even if you thought
you had no love left
after him/her.
Love outlives death
and is larger than life.