Thursday, September 18, 2014

A World Without You

I feel broken without you,
I feel like my world is going to end
Its a pain I should be familiar with
but its different because its about you
This tears my heart into shreds
and rips at my soul deep within...
A world without you is not a place that I could call my home
Your light is missing and it brings back the darkness into my soul that once plagued me
My once emerging smile has been erased now that you're out of my life
What can I do?
I cant live without you,
I feel so empty inside.

Your laughter brought a smile to my face
And your words brought comfort in the darkest days
Your light banished the heavy fog that blinded my heart
You were like an angel sent from above to guide me
To make me feel complete
You were like an angel sent from above to make me feel like I had a right to love someone again...
But now you're gone,
I doubt you'll ever return,
I don't know what I did to drive you away
Now that you're gone,
I long your return
And hope your light shines upon me again...

A world without you is not a place I could call my home,
Your light is missing and it brings back the darkness into my soul that once plagued me
My once emerging smile has been erased now that you're out of my life
What can I do?
I cant live without you,
I'm so empty inside.

Friday, September 12, 2014

Three Drops Of Blood


Three drops of blood make up who I am
Three drops of blood from distant lands
Three drops of blood shed with pride,
German blood, Swiss-Italian blood, Spanish blood,
Three drops of blood from my ancestors passed on with pride
Three drops of blood make up who I am

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

One In Six Billion

I don't know what my heart is feeling
I don't know why it feels like this
My heart goes crazy at the sound of your name
Though my feelings for you are now dormant
Sedated by the anguish of pain.
Out of six billion people on earth,  I choose you.
Its a feeling I still cant explain,
There are so many people in this earth,
But out of those six billion, you're the one.
Though it seems that the odds are against me,
And that being with you is impossible,
I still feel like we have a chance.
If your heart beats exactly like mine
Then I should let you know that you will never be my prince.
But you will always be my king.
You are one in six billion.

Friday, August 15, 2014

There is not a single second in which I'm not thinking of you.
You cross my mind all the time,
You're just so unforgettable.
Its hard to get my mind off of you...
My heart longs for you.
It calls your name day and night,
But it never receives an answer.
How long should this go on?
My heart's cries fall on deaf ears,
And its actions were for blind eyes all along.
I question whether or not you deserve everything I do for you...
Or maybe I'm wrong.
Maybe I'm the one who doesn't deserve you.
You're much better than me in so many ways,
there's no comparison between us.
In my eyes, you're pure perfection,
nobody or nothing comes close.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

You

I don't understand it.
You say that girls look right through you...
How could they ever miss out on such an amazing man like you?

There's nothing wrong with you.
You're so amazing!
You have so many qualities,
I honestly don't know why girls don't see that...
They're so hard to miss.

You have a beautiful smile as bright as the sun,
Gorgeous eyes that sparkle like the ocean,
A pure heart filled with only beautiful things.
A soul so precious, and so kind...
and perfect like clear skies.
And the face of an angel.

Your future is bright.
Someday, your name will be in lights.
You will hold your head up high
and you will raise your arms and shout
"This is who I am!
I'm strong,
I'm beautiful and nothing could break me!
I'm unstoppable! "

You're just so amazing like that.
Its so hard to believe that someone as special as you could ever exist these days.
You're like a perfect work of art.
You're everything a girl could ever want.
You are loved and desired,
and don't you forget it!

Sunday, July 20, 2014

You Came To Me When I Least Expected

You just showed up out of nowhere when I thought my heart was cured.
I saw you as just an extra person, but I was mistaken.
You slowly came up in my thoughts unexpectedly.
I was troubled in a way, but learned to rejoice.
How in the world did this happen?
I didn't know I needed someone like you.
Someone I could eventually trust completely.
Someone I didn't know I wanted.
Someone who just came to me when I didn't ask.
You took me by surprise.
I didn't know that someone like you could ever exist.
You just walked into my life
and when I thought you were just "a person,"
Life showed me that I was wrong about you.
You turned out to be more than just "a person."
You became someone very special.
I just cant come up with the right words to tell you exactly how I feel.
My insecurity robs me of that ability.
And in a way, so does my conscience.
Its like what people say...
Something good comes to you when you least expect it.
You came to me when I least expected.
To be honest, I wasn't looking or you.
I didn't have the slightest idea that someone like you existed.
You never crossed my mind
Until you walked into my life,
Slowly,
With every day that passed
you didn't just walk into my life.
You walked into my heart too.
If god exists,
The day he brought you into my life,
He showed me that he still cared about me no matter what, despite my transgressions.
And I am thankful for that.
I never knew that the things people told me in the past were true.
I thought that they were fairytales they made up.
But you proved me wrong.
You brought your light into my life when it was shrouded in the veil of darkness.
I never knew that I could grow a special kind of affection for a random person that made their way into my life
Now I just hope that you keep staying in my life
and never leave.
I hope I make my way into your life and I impact it the way you impacted my life.
I hope this story never ends.
If I had a way with words, I'd tell you everything I've been holding back, and more.
Maybe I could write you the sweetest poem that's ever been written in the history of mankind. You deserve it. :)

The day you found me, I found you. And I hope that one day, you can become mine, and I can become yours.