Today is the day that god decided to send an angel into this world
Today is the day the skies were a perfect shade of blue,
and the sun shone brightly even if it snowed.
The snow was white, and glowed as the sun shone upon it.
The air was fresher as soon as they spoke your name for the first time.
It was such a beautiful day in the world.
The moonlight was as bright as it has ever been,
The stars glittered all over the sky beautifully.
Today, on your birthday,
May the sun, the stars, and the moon shine brightly upon you as they did when you were born.
May the wind sing beautiful melodies ,
I'll give you my heart.
Happy Birthday.

My Superstar

You shine so brightly, it blinds me.
Your brightness reflects the intensity of the fire that burns inside your heart.
You keep that flame alive, and it burns brighter and brighter each and every single day.
Your ambitions grow bigger and stronger,
You just don't know when to give up.
Whenever life knocks you down,
You get back up with a smile on your face.
You show the world that you are unstoppable.
You show everyone that nobody or nothing could ever break you.
Your strength inspires,
You emit the power of love from your heart,
Your courage is easily visible
Your light is like a fire that burns and burns and illuminates your star brighter and brighter.
The feathers of your wings gleam and gleam as the sun shines its burning light on them
But your light burns brighter than the sun.
Marvelously
More phenomenal than a supernova
To me, you will always be the brightest source of light and the spark that lights the flame in my heart.
You are my superstar.

I can't imagine what the world would be like without you,
The thought about it scares me.
I don't want to know what my future would be like without you.
I dream of growing old with you.
Yes, you hurt me,
but maybe unintentionally ...
Or maybe you did what you did just for the sake of hurting me.
I don't know if I can forgive you,
But,
I still love you. And I miss you so much.
My heart cries for you,
And it feels like there's a hole that only you can fill.
I try to deny the fact that I love you just to save myself from being hurt more,
And to avoid more tears,
But it never works.
Unfortunately,  my dreams are killed every time I realize that this love cannot be.
We are both different and we have different aims.
We live in different lands,
And have different life styles,
Not to mention, different beliefs.
I wish everything were mutual and that we could be together,
But it seems that it's much more impossible every day.

You slipped away from my hands like everyone else,
You've found someone new,
someone who wants to take you
And make you theirs.
You like this person
And she likes you.
I hope she never hurts you,
And I hope she treats you the way that I wanted to treat you
...or better...
I hope she truly sees how beautiful your smile is
And what an amazing person you are.
I hope she writes you better poems than I do.
I hope she pours her heart out and gives you what you truly deserve.
I hope she doesn't just want your body
And I hope she never leaves you out in the dust and deserts you.
I hope she always makes you smile,
And never makes you cry.
I hope she fills your heart
And never breaks it.
May she bring out the best in you
And make you the happiest person in the world.
I hope you are happy.
I love you so much, if I had to sacrifice my own happiness so that you can be happy with someone else, I will.

Things My Heart Wishes It Can Scream Out Loud

You're the most beautiful things I've ever seen
Nobody or nothing will ever compare
There are other pretty faces
And other pretty souls
But none are as beautiful and pure as yours.
You have beautiful eyes
A handsome face
A lovely body
A beautiful heart of gold
And a soul as pure as the water from the fountain of life in heaven
A light will always shine around you because it will always reflect your kindness and will show the world just how amazing you are.
You're so beautiful to me,
You are my light and my world.
You are like shining diamonds, rubies, and gold in a beautiful treasure chest.
Your heart is as big as the sky
And clear as the Jordan river.
You are one of God's masterpieces
inside and out.
There are millions of people in the world, but you're the only person that I have eyes for.
My heart keeps calling your name, but do you hear the call?
Your name is as beautiful as a poem written from the heart
And your very existence is like the most beautiful song ever known to mankind.
Sometimes I'm afraid to look at you because my eyes are unworthy of seeing such beauty.
Sometimes I refuse to say your name because my tongue is unworthy of saying the most beautiful name in the world out loud.
Sometimes my heart goes so crazy,
I do things that I've never thought I'd do,
Or I would say the most nonsense things ever.
These words may come from a complete nobody like myself,
but I just can't hide what my heart wishes it could scream out loud.

I cant wait to spend the night with you.
We've waited for so long...
Soon the moment will come,
When I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
When our bodies embrace each other and we hold on to one another as if we were hanging on for dear life.
We will make love all night long and no one will stop us.
As you cleave unto me,
with every move,
and every thrust,
we'll be closer than ever.
We will feel each other like never before.
Your naked body and mine,
two bodies,
Two hearts soon to become one,
Our souls will bind together
and it will be like that forever.
Hopefully the beginning of a new, and beautiful era.
Together, we will write a new chapter in our book of life.
Hopefully it'll be the first night together of many more nights to come.

You squeeze the blood and emotions out of my heart.
You give that adrenaline rush
that can kill me in an instant from committing an act of total insanity.
You make me happy,
But you make me sad.
You bring a smile to my face
and tears to my eyes.
You cover up the hole in my heart, but then again, you dig deeper and deeper into a void that cannot be filled.

Dearest Poet

Take your pen and blow the dust off of it...
Use your heart and mind to bring forth a beautiful combination
of words unspoken that need to be said.
Let out those tears and emotions if necessary...
Let me hear your voice through a sheet of paper,
and feel how rapidly your heart beats as you spill its contents with fresh ink.
Take me on a journey and show me what's on your mind,
What you've been feeling,
What makes you happy,
What hurts you.
Why you smile or why you cry...
Set yourself free!
Show the world your beautiful talent that you were given at birth to share with everyone,
Dearest poet.

Dark, Poisoned Rum

Dark, poisoned rum
From my shelf into my glass
Sweet sorrow runs through my veins and flows in my blood
My dying heart
Slows down its beats
The blood stops flowing and turns into
Dark poisoned rum
Dark poisoned rum
Dark poisoned rum
In my veins
Dark poisoned rum

Sunday Afternoons

I'm feeling nostalgic again
as the rain pours over my head
Walking down the street this Sunday afternoon

It seems like everything is perfect,
should it be?
It seems like everything,
everything's complete.
Complete...

But my heart convinces me that something's missing
I'm missing the highlight of my Sunday afternoons
Baby, baby its you.

Rain or shine, we'd spend Sundays with each other
Seeing you was my favorite part of the day.
15 minutes, 15 minutes to an hour...
You made me laugh, you made me smile
You made my Sunday afternoons.

I'm feeling nostalgic again as the rain pours over my head
walking down the street this Sunday afternoon.

A World Without You

I feel broken without you,
I feel like my world is going to end
Its a pain I should be familiar with
but its different because its about you
This tears my heart into shreds
and rips at my soul deep within...
A world without you is not a place that I could call my home
Your light is missing and it brings back the darkness into my soul that once plagued me
My once emerging smile has been erased now that you're out of my life
What can I do?
I cant live without you,
I feel so empty inside.

Your laughter brought a smile to my face
And your words brought comfort in the darkest days
Your light banished the heavy fog that blinded my heart
You were like an angel sent from above to guide me
To make me feel complete
You were like an angel sent from above to make me feel like I had a right to love someone again...
But now you're gone,
I doubt you'll ever return,
I don't know what I did to drive you away
Now that you're gone,
I long your return
And hope your light shines upon me again...

A world without you is not a place I could call my home,
Your light is missing and it brings back the darkness into my soul that once plagued me
My once emerging smile has been erased now that you're out of my life
What can I do?
I cant live without you,
I'm so empty inside.

Three Drops Of Blood

Three drops of blood make up who I am
Three drops of blood from distant lands
Three drops of blood shed with pride,
German blood, Swiss-Italian blood, Spanish blood,
Three drops of blood from my ancestors passed on with pride
Three drops of blood make up who I am

My heart is numb and I cant feel the pain We've grown further apart, but I cant feel it. These eyes of mine won't cry for you. Yes, I gave up. I learned that I wasn't made for love. I learned that it's not worth it. I learned that I have had enough, enough of this heartbreak. I lost all hope, and yet, there is a smile on my face. I keep my head up high. I'm moving on. My heart no longer aches at the fact that you're too good for me, and I'm not good enough for you. I love you so much, it's time for me to set you free. So, I'm kissing you goodbye, I wish you all the best. I hope you're happy and you find someone that loves you and is better than me. You deserve the best... Goodbye.

One In Six Billion

I don't know what my heart is feeling
I don't know why it feels like this
My heart goes crazy at the sound of your name
Though my feelings for you are now dormant
Sedated by the anguish of pain.
Out of six billion people on earth,  I choose you.
Its a feeling I still cant explain,
There are so many people in this earth,
But out of those six billion, you're the one.
Though it seems that the odds are against me,
And that being with you is impossible,
I still feel like we have a chance.
If your heart beats exactly like mine
Then I should let you know that you will never be my prince.
But you will always be my king.
You are one in six billion.

There is not a single second in which I'm not thinking of you.
You cross my mind all the time,
You're just so unforgettable.
Its hard to get my mind off of you...
My heart longs for you.
It calls your name day and night,
But it never receives an answer.
How long should this go on?
My heart's cries fall on deaf ears,
And its actions were for blind eyes all along.
I question whether or not you deserve everything I do for you...
Or maybe I'm wrong.
Maybe I'm the one who doesn't deserve you.
You're much better than me in so many ways,
there's no comparison between us.
In my eyes, you're pure perfection,
nobody or nothing comes close.

You

I don't understand it.
You say that girls look right through you...
How could they ever miss out on such an amazing man like you?

There's nothing wrong with you.
You're so amazing!
You have so many qualities,
I honestly don't know why girls don't see that...
They're so hard to miss.

You have a beautiful smile as bright as the sun,
Gorgeous eyes that sparkle like the ocean,
A pure heart filled with only beautiful things.
A soul so precious, and so kind...
and perfect like clear skies.
And the face of an angel.

Your future is bright.
Someday, your name will be in lights.
You will hold your head up high
and you will raise your arms and shout
"This is who I am!
I'm strong,
I'm beautiful and nothing could break me!
I'm unstoppable! "

You're just so amazing like that.
Its so hard to believe that someone as special as you could ever exist these days.
You're like a perfect work of art.
You're everything a girl could ever want.
You are loved and desired,
and don't you forget it!

You Came To Me When I Least Expected

You just showed up out of nowhere when I thought my heart was cured.
I saw you as just an extra person, but I was mistaken.
You slowly came up in my thoughts unexpectedly.
I was troubled in a way, but learned to rejoice.
How in the world did this happen?
I didn't know I needed someone like you.
Someone I could eventually trust completely.
Someone I didn't know I wanted.
Someone who just came to me when I didn't ask.
You took me by surprise.
I didn't know that someone like you could ever exist.
You just walked into my life
and when I thought you were just "a person,"
Life showed me that I was wrong about you.
You turned out to be more than just "a person."
You became someone very special.
I just cant come up with the right words to tell you exactly how I feel.
My insecurity robs me of that ability.
And in a way, so does my conscience.
Its like what people say...
Something good comes to you when you least expect it.
You came to me when I least expected.
To be honest, I wasn't looking or you.
I didn't have the slightest idea that someone like you existed.
You never crossed my mind
Until you walked into my life,
Slowly,
With every day that passed
you didn't just walk into my life.
You walked into my heart too.
If god exists,
The day he brought you into my life,
He showed me that he still cared about me no matter what, despite my transgressions.
And I am thankful for that.
I never knew that the things people told me in the past were true.
I thought that they were fairytales they made up.
But you proved me wrong.
You brought your light into my life when it was shrouded in the veil of darkness.
I never knew that I could grow a special kind of affection for a random person that made their way into my life
Now I just hope that you keep staying in my life
and never leave.
I hope I make my way into your life and I impact it the way you impacted my life.
I hope this story never ends.
If I had a way with words, I'd tell you everything I've been holding back, and more.
Maybe I could write you the sweetest poem that's ever been written in the history of mankind. You deserve it. :)

The day you found me, I found you. And I hope that one day, you can become mine, and I can become yours.

The Valley Of Suicide (Under Cyanide Skies)

Note: This poem reflects on my dark past

This sadness is going to kill me.
I don't know what I want,
and I don't know what to do anymore...

I am walking towards the valley of suicide
picking razorblade flowers
under cyanide skies.

Should I drown myself in the lake of eternal death?
Maybe.
Or maybe I should keep walking
and meet my self inflicted demise around my neck from the tree that bears forbidden fruit and forbidden dreams.

Bullets have never tasted as sweet as these.

I choose to rest here in the valley of suicide.
With razorblade flowers on my grave
under cyanide skies.

Aqui

Aquí...
Aquí estaré esperandote
Toda mi vida yo te esperare
No podré partir lejos de aquí.

Aquí fue el lugar donde te conocí
Aquí fue el lugar donde te bese por primera vez,
Aquí, aquí..

Aquí,
Aquí estaré esperandote
Toda mi vida yo te esperare
No podré partir lejos de aquí

Aquí fue el lugar donde discutimos
Aquí fue el lugar donde te dije que no me buscaras
Aquí, aquí...

Aquí fue el lugar donde yo cometi
el peor error de mi vida de dejarte ir
Aquí, aquí, aquí...

Aquí
aquí estaré esperando te
Toda mi vida yo te esperare
No podré partir lejos de aquí.

Ya te olvidaste de mi,
Ya nunca jamas vendras aquí
Regresa conmigo aquí...

Aquí
Aquí yo estaré esperando te
Toda mi vida yo te esperare
No podré partir lejos de aquí

Aquí....

The Forbidden Apple of Eden (God's perspective)

You stare at the tree in front of you and your eyes lead you to a shiny red apple.
Perfect shape
Perfect size
Perfect color
Perfect shine
It is the most delicious apple you've seen in your entire life.
But wait....
You cant touch it!
Well why the fuck not?
This apple has forbidden knowledge that no one should know.
Its a very tasty apple...
Its the tastiest apple you will find in this whole fucking garden!
You are welcome to eat the others... They are pretty tasty too...
Just don't eat the fruit from that tree! I don't give a shit who tells you that its OK.
Trust me!
You will pay if you take a bite out of that apple.
You will suffer!
Trust me! I'm not being a selfish asshole that leaves the best for me.
I'm just protecting you.
Really.