I can't imagine what the world would be like without you,
The thought about it scares me.
I don't want to know what my future would be like without you.
I dream of growing old with you.
Yes, you hurt me,
but maybe unintentionally ...
Or maybe you did what you did just for the sake of hurting me.
I don't know if I can forgive you,
But,
I still love you. And I miss you so much.
My heart cries for you,
And it feels like there's a hole that only you can fill.
I try to deny the fact that I love you just to save myself from being hurt more,
And to avoid more tears,
But it never works.
Unfortunately,  my dreams are killed every time I realize that this love cannot be.
We are both different and we have different aims.
We live in different lands,
And have different life styles,
Not to mention, different beliefs.
I wish everything were mutual and that we could be together,
But it seems that it's much more impossible every day.