Sunday, December 28, 2014

I can't imagine what the world would be like without you,
The thought about it scares me.
I don't want to know what my future would be like without you.
I dream of growing old with you.
Yes, you hurt me,
but maybe unintentionally ...
Or maybe you did what you did just for the sake of hurting me.
I don't know if I can forgive you,
But,
I still love you. And I miss you so much.
My heart cries for you,
And it feels like there's a hole that only you can fill.
I try to deny the fact that I love you just to save myself from being hurt more,
And to avoid more tears,
But it never works.
Unfortunately,  my dreams are killed every time I realize that this love cannot be.
We are both different and we have different aims.
We live in different lands,
And have different life styles,
Not to mention, different beliefs.
I wish everything were mutual and that we could be together,
But it seems that it's much more impossible every day.

Friday, December 12, 2014

You slipped away from my hands like everyone else,
You've found someone new,
someone who wants to take you
And make you theirs.
You like this person
And she likes you.
I hope she never hurts you,
And I hope she treats you the way that I wanted to treat you
...or better...
I hope she truly sees how beautiful your smile is
And what an amazing person you are.
I hope she writes you better poems than I do.
I hope she pours her heart out and gives you what you truly deserve.
I hope she doesn't just want your body
And I hope she never leaves you out in the dust and deserts you.
I hope she always makes you smile,
And never makes you cry.
I hope she fills your heart
And never breaks it.
May she bring out the best in you
And make you the happiest person in the world.
I hope you are happy.
I love you so much, if I had to sacrifice my own happiness so that you can be happy with someone else, I will.

Sunday, December 7, 2014

Things My Heart Wishes It Can Scream Out Loud

You're the most beautiful things I've ever seen
Nobody or nothing will ever compare
There are other pretty faces
And other pretty souls
But none are as beautiful and pure as yours.
You have beautiful eyes
A handsome face
A lovely body
A beautiful heart of gold
And a soul as pure as the water from the fountain of life in heaven
A light will always shine around you because it will always reflect your kindness and will show the world just how amazing you are.
You're so beautiful to me,
You are my light and my world.
You are like shining diamonds, rubies, and gold in a beautiful treasure chest.
Your heart is as big as the sky
And clear as the Jordan river.
You are one of God's masterpieces
inside and out.
There are millions of people in the world, but you're the only person that I have eyes for.
My heart keeps calling your name, but do you hear the call?
Your name is as beautiful as a poem written from the heart
And your very existence is like the most beautiful song ever known to mankind.
Sometimes I'm afraid to look at you because my eyes are unworthy of seeing such beauty.
Sometimes I refuse to say your name because my tongue is unworthy of saying the most beautiful name in the world out loud.
Sometimes my heart goes so crazy,
I do things that I've never thought I'd do,
Or I would say the most nonsense things ever.
These words may come from a complete nobody like myself,
but I just can't hide what my heart wishes it could scream out loud.