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Im a nerd
and a goth.
I'm the girl
the world ignores.
Nobody knows my name
but I don't play that game.
I sit in the back of the class.
It's popularity I lack,
but I dont care.
And there you are...
Constantly surrounded by girls
with pretty eyes
and pretty hair.
You're very popular.
Everyone knows you...
So do I
Of course, it seems that
Im invisible to you,
but that is not always the case.
Unlike all the popular guys,
You're kind.
You're not a jerk,
You smile at everyone.
You want to be everyone's friend,
even mine.
But I also want to be more than your friend...
Im in love with you.
But, because you're constantly surrounded by pretty girls,
I dont have a chance.
I wish I could tell you,
but I'm afraid.
Im afraid of scaring you away
and losing your friendship.
Besides,
It would suck to be picked on for being with me, right?
Imagine...
A handsome popular guy
with a nerdy goth?
I wish for a chance to be with you
but it seems rather impossible.
We don't have much in common.
You go out and I stay in.
You play sports and I write poems.
You seem confident and Im too shy.
Everyone knows you and I'm invisible.
Girls chase you and guys don't remember that I exist.
Sometimes you forget it too,
but I dont blame you.
I dont exist. Period.
I dont care if I exist to anyone else,
As long as I exist to you,
That's all that matters.