I'm Gonna Cheat Tonight

(Note: I found this song yesterday! It's a song I wrote about 3 years ago... I think it's worth publishing in my blog, even though these are not my true feelings.)

I love my darling with all my heart,
but he only owns half of it,
I'm also in love with another man
it hurts my dignity...

I don't want to hurt my darling
but I desire the other man too
I share a bond with both men
I wish I could have them both...

I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...

I'm in my beloved's bed now
enjoying the love we've made
I think about my darling
and the vows we've exchanged

I know I can't be faithful
but I still love him anyway
I can't make up my mind
But I wont let him get away

I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...

But I know I dont want to hurt my darling
I dont wanna hurt my lover either
I slept with him, with my darling, and even
with a girl... this month

I may be unfaithful
but I have a big heart
a heart that loves evenly
I know it's wrong that:

 I'm gonna cheat tonight
I love him too
they share my heart
they can tear it apart
I love them both
I'm gonna cheat tonight
What more is there to do?
I know it hurts him,
it hurts me too,
but I have to...