Monday, October 28, 2013

The Healer

One day I ran so far away,
I was feeling the pain
of my detrimental heartbreak
Tears ran down my eyes.
I arrived at a beautiful place
a place like none
Ive ever seen before
I marvelled in awe
my weakness had me on my knees

and then I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder
I turned back to see who it was
He was a beautiful boy with the face of an angel

he looked me straight in the eyes
wiped my tears away
"I'm the healer" he said
"I will take away your pain"
He held me in a loving and warm embrace
his arms were tight around me
"I'm the healer" he said
"I will take away your pain
you will be just fine."
I will be allright....

(Will be finished later)


Friday, October 25, 2013

Thinking About You

I cant sleep at night.
Instead of dreaming in my sleep
I stay up and think of us
I swear it kills me sometimes
I'll never fucking have you

I think about how much I love you
I think about how much I miss you
I think about how much it hurts me
to be thinking about you....

Your words break my heart.
You'll never love me back.
I'm crying on my bed.
I just can't get you out of my head!!!!!
(I'll never fucking have you)

I think about how much I love you,
I think about how much I miss you,
I think about how much it hurts me
to be thinking about you
I think about how much I need you
I think about how much I want you
I need to get serious and stop
thinking about you...

Time will tell  (time will tell)
Whether you were made for me or not,
My heart waits forever
in agony!!!!!

I think about how much I love you,
I think about how much I miss you
I think about how much it hurts me
to be thinking about you
I think about how much I need you
I think about how much I want you
I need to get serious and stop
thinking about you.

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

God and The Devil Cry Too

If only you knew my tears are not enough
 to put out The lake of fire I reign "
 He says amidst his despair.
The enemy sits on his fiery throne recalls being cast out of heaven
all alone
all alone...
for he deserved it,he earned it.
The snake that tempted Eve
Up above in a city lined with gold
tears flow into the earth
on a specific Friday afternoon.
"Oh my children, what have you done?
I sent my son to relieve your faults"
a strong voice cries as clouds open up

Molten tears 
Run down the adversary's face
In this sea of flames that
Never end

To be continued... 

All Hope Is Gone

One day this will soon fade away...
I keep saying to myself in my dreams
But when I open my eyes,
I realize all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone...

Dark clouds are moving into my sky
filled with gloom and sadness and horrible pain
I indulge myself in this darkness
the only place I call home

all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone.

Help me,
I'm dying inside
I have nowhere to run,
I have nowhere to hide.
I think Im better off dead.

all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone
all hope is gone

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Some Say

Some say I'm out of my mind,
others think I'm too hard to find.
Some say I'm too damn insane
but maybe they dont have a brain like mine!
Some say I worship the devil,
Oh, they might as well be careful!
Some say I dont have my shit together,
some say I will never find the light.

I dont care what they think.
I'll walk and keep my head up high.
Fuck these haters!
They envy my glory.
*shout*Go fuck yourselves!

Some say I'm too hard to swallow,
some say that soon I'm gonna die-ie-ie
Some say I only serve the devil
but my brain's a whole 'nother level-
Some say I'm always fucking high...
Well there's some shit the sheep oughta try-y-y

I dont care what they think,
I dont care what they say
I'll live my life and keep my head up high
cuz I live to be myse-e-elf.
I dont care anymore!